So, I went back to work yesterday. Were losing business so they're cutting back hours cuz we aren't making enough for them to pay us. I like making the money, I just hate working on the weekends cuz it takes me away from Joey. At least, I'll get to see him Sunday, He's staying at my house! Yeah!! We'll i got to run sorry this is so short.

"What I Love About You"

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright.

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the way you show you care,

When were making love.

I love the way you say, " I Love You,"

And the way your always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love the way you hold me,

Never let me go.

 I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

By: Carol May

Hey me again!! Everything great in my world. I spent the night with Joey last night. We were late to school cuz everyone got up late. That's uncommon for me cuz, I hate being late. but, it all worked out okay. I think I'm going back to his house today as soon as this class is out. We'll I got to run for now.

Sincerly,

BlackAngel

Okay, so sorry I haven't written lately. My computer crashed and I really haven't had the money to get another. But, I have a computer class this semester so I can write in it. But as for whats been up with me. I recently moved less than a month. We use to rent a house from my grandmother but, she evicted us because she didn't like Joey ( thats my new and hopefully last boyfriend- We've been together 7 months as of Saturday, January 28, 2006). So we moved and I had to change schools. That and we are also taking my grandmother to court cuz she assaulted Joey. But I guess things will work out I hope. Joey's the only thing that helps me make it through all this with out him I wouldn't be alive. If I lost him I'd die!! All of this, gets so hard sometimes I'm stressing out so much. I got to go to court Feb. 8th to testify against my grandmothr, Kaye Rogers. Finally, i got a job. Yeah, I work at Krystals so now I',m bringing in money. I got my first paycheck last Tuesday. well., I got to go for now but, I'll feel in more later. i have so much to tell but not enough time, starting with how I meet Joey.

Love ya,

Carol (BlackAngel)

Nothing to much is going on here. Just chat with Amy and Kasey. Kasey boyfriend is being such an ass he needs to get his prority straight and she is the only one for him. What an Ass. Man, I'm so tired I just worked on till 6:30 today. We'll time to go away.

BlackAngel

 "Crazy"

These shadows they haunt me,
They all think I'm crazy.
But, hopefully you know I'm not.
It's getting very boring here,
I dunno what to do.
I really gotta see you,
But I dunno how or when.
I hope your having fun,
Even more if I was there.
He thinks I blame him,
For trying to kick you outta my life.
Maybe I do, Maybe I don't.
How can I say I'm sorry,
When deep inside I'm not.
I'm sorry I can't agree,
I just don't understand.
Please don't yell anymore,
I just can't take it.
I dunno how to make this pain leave,
But maybe you can heal my wounds.
This cold and twisted world,
No longer makes any sense.
I'm not sure If I can try anymore.
I know It's worth the effort,
I just can't take the stress.
Please don't get me wrong,
I'm not leaving you.
That's just something I can't handle,
And the pain I won't put you thru.
I need someone to talk to. But there's noone to be fount.
I guess eventually I'll be fine.
See I'm not crazy,
They just all think I am.

By: Carol May