- My Mood Today: Happy
- Date: 4-7-05
- A Quote For You: "All You Need Is Someone To Take The Fall"
Sorry It has been so long since I have written but you know how It goes. Nothing much has happened here just the usual work and school. We are doing this Mail Race thing for English class. It Is were we pich ten diffrent schools in ten diffrent states across the U.S. and write them a letter telling about myself, school, and community. If thet write back we get extra credit. So far I have gotten none back. We also have to do this research paper that has to be 400 words on something related to 1400 t0 1700's. I got mine on lady Jane Grey which Is very interesting. We are also studying William Shakespeare and his play Romeo & Juliet. Thou It is My favorite I'm not so sure a bout Shakespeare. Did you know he was Bi.? I also gotta do an 8 page report for Social Studies honors, which is do in may. I am going to do my report on the Salem Witch Trials. So If you know were I can find some good information, PLEASE!! let me know.
Oh yeah remember when I told you That Joan from work said I should tell my story?? We'll I wrote some of It I just left out what I went thru afterward . I'll twll that later. Anywho, feel free to comment on it. Here It goes!!!
Heath's Treasures
When I first meet Heath I did not think we would ever become friends let alone, anything more. Heath was the type of person who belived what he felt and never changed his mind. One might try all they wanted but he was just stuborn. Maybe that is what I liked the most. heath was viewed as an outcast by many, including my own family, but that was because no one would give him achance. They always judged him by the way he dressed first. No one ever took the time to really get to know and understand him. He had those kind of eyes that made you feel miles away at sea yet safe. When you were down, Heath could always make you laugh. Our friendship is what got me got me thru the hard times . All I had to remember was "If I could make It through this I had Heath to heal the pain. " Heath is what kept me alive. he was my shelter from all the pain in life and the pillow for my tears.
The day I meet Heath changed my life and left a mark in my heart. I can remember that day so well because It was the day I felt like I did not belong In the world anymore. As a matter of fact, I did not even want to be there. But, since my friend wanted me there, I did not think It would hurt. After all, how could I possibly have a fun time when I felt so bad. However, I soon fount I was wrong. That day, Heath saved my life and gave me a reason to be me and live my life.
As time passed, Our friendship soon grew with each passing day we talked. Heath believed in me when It seemed like no one else cared. He trusted me and knew I was an honest person. he loved me for myself not who I wanted to be or tried to be. If I told him I could not sing or that I was ugly, He always said I was wrong. If i said I was not worth something, He would say I agree you are worth more. Little did I know all that would change In the months that followed. Heath taught me so much to this day still remains, including the true meaning of love .
Yet In the end he took so much away, my heart.
The email that arrive only two days after our relationship ended changed how I felt and viewed him. I wanted to hate Heath for breaking my heart but, that just was not possible. Thou It hurt like hell , fate chose It's own path burning my heart In It's path. As I sit and think, I remember what he taught me in the few months that we were togather. In the end, he taught me how to laugh , helped me discover me, who I was, taught me how to love again, and made me smile like I had not in months, thou It seemed like years. Without Heath, I would no longer be alive. His treasure saved my life In more ways then one.
(C) Carol May, April 6, 2005
P.S. Later I might post the email he wrote and my reply depending on your comments.
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